you know.. im not really happy right now

everything is going fine, i just haven't been very grateful lately. god has done so many positive things in my life and i take every bit of the good for granted. here i am living in my dream city. the place i fantasized about for 4 lengthy years. my wish and never ending prayer was answered. every new thing takes adjusting i understand that. it's just been rough these past few days. i feel like i'm not busy enough and pinching pennies sucks. i have worked so hard to get where i am and its annoying to see people that don't have to work hard get what they want. ugh. i need to just get over all of this. life is never going to be fair and there's always going to be people that get things handed to them. that's just how it is.